I tried that whole speaking thing again. Attempting to say what I really want from someone. Then when I was confused I attempted to figure out how one little line became so confusing and such a problem. Minutes later I was ignoring texts because I didn't want to be bothered anymore with this whole trying to talk bullshit since I have been making an effort but was told there doesn't seem to be a way to fix this, and there's no plan; there's nothing.
That's pretty discouraging. Not sure I feel like speaking anymore today. *sigh* I shouldn't let it get to me, and I should press forward. Right? I'll just use the rest of this work day to prepare myself to try again.
If there's anything that's unknown, it's how I'll improve when the people I'm talking to make it even harder. I guess that's communication for you. There will be hard to talk to types of people, and easy to talk to types of people. What type of person are you??
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